Is almost over! Me and son will be making the drive to the airport soon to pick up his dad!!!!
Finally my little family will be together

So happy my grandma is going to put baby to bed…pretty sure hes going through a growth spurt and hes fussy. Hes fighting sleep…i am so tired idk why im wasting time writing this post.
But tomorrow i have so much to do before i pick up my husband at the airport.
Got to prep the kid….bath an a cute outfit which isnt hard considering they are all cute.
Gotta wash the sheets cause they got baby spit up an breast milk all over.
Got to do a little organizing.
Can’t believe its tomorrow….its been 3 mnths since hes seen me..hasnt even met our son yet…and last he seen i was 8mnths pregnant.

IS THE BIG DAY. We have to wait til later like midnight but my husband will FINALLY MEET OUR SON after 40 days….baby is already 5 1/2 weeks. 

But good news is from here on out…we are a family who gets to no longer wait to be together cause guess what?….

we got an apartment and move to our new duty station :) 

mylittlesesameseed:

Getting pregnant at any age does not indicate that someone is a ‘slut’ or ‘stupid’. It indicates that the person had sex. It doesn’t tell you how many times, with how many people, or whether or not they used protection.
Keep that in mind before you judge someone.

Just laid down after many hours of soothing and comforting my baby to sleep…..I laid down in this bed thats only been slept on on one side…knowing that you will be sleeping next to me in less than 72hours.

Cant wait for you to meet our son.

A smart girl in a fucked up situation thats making her look really dumb.

Our bodies are amazzzzziiinnngg.
At first I was having a bit of a breakdown cause breast feeding wasn’t going as planned…. basically Im an exclusive pumper..add this to my resume cause its a full time job!!!
Anyway once I figured out the damn thing I was only pumping less than an ounce then I started pumping 1 then 2 now Im up to 5 or 6!
I don’t know how to explain it but its like my body knows I don’t have to go back to work or school til September cause I pump exactly enough to feed him…not really enough to start a freezer stash but enough to give him a bottle every feeding!
Going from feeling like I wasn’t going to produce any to actually keeping up with my sons needs makes me feel like Im doing something magical.

It could be awesome mother nature….or the fernugreek I take or the oatmeal I try to eat everyday to try an increase milk supply…..
Whatever works though lol.